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For several good months now, I’ve been exposed to many heavy news stories and personal accounts about pedophilia networks and sexual exploitation, or the collective expression from the shadow side of sexuality. All of this with international coverage and impact (not just social, but also political). Analyzing it all, a disturbing collective pattern emerges that I’d like to outline here.
My intention is to bring clarity to the international messages around sexuality. One of humanity’s basic needs—to express ourselves healthily and harmoniously, both for ourselves and those we interact with—has been systematically perverted for centuries and kept in collective ignorance for the pleasure and power of a select few.
USA: Jeffrey Epstein’s Island and Sean Combs’ Freak-Off Parties (Puff Daddy, P Diddy, etc.)
Throughout 2025, the topics of the Epstein files and Sean Combs’ parties buzzed online.
The revelation was overwhelming: a multitude of businesspeople, diplomats, and politicians from the US and abroad, all the way to celebrities in the US film and music industries, implicated.
Either directly in the acts themselves, or by handing over custody of children (code name “pizza”) for the pleasure of those higher up in those networks. Most of those people rose to prominent positions in their fields (politics, business, or entertainment). Most had families and children the same age as those abused at those parties or on the infamous island.
Additionally, testimonials from those who refused to take part in the abuses—and consequently saw their careers derailed—have gained more space in podcasts, interviews, and online accounts from the US.
The release of the Epstein files at the end of 2025, with a massive editing blunder that the online public caught, showed just how widespread the sexual exploitation of children and teens is in these structures.
Today, some people found on those lists (i.e., Tom Hanks, Paris Hilton) either avoid the press entirely or (Paris Hilton) reveal other names of manipulators behind those parties. Kim Kardashian was one of those names.
In practice, we have systems of power, celebrity, and “success” built on pedophilia and human sacrifices at their core. We’re not talking conspiracy theories, but victims’ testimonies, insider leaks, recordings released to the press, and legal documents very poorly protected.
EUROPE: Anneke Lucas’ Testimony
Right from the first days of 2026, I dove into the very heavy story of Anneke Lucas. Anneke is now nearly 63 and lives in the US. She grew up in Belgium, where at age 6 she was sold into an international pedophilia network.
In her words, the network’s members were a mix of politicians, public administrators, aristocrats, and clergy.
In that network, children—both boys and girls—were the ultimate tool for control and manipulation. They were either raped or tortured, and some were killed ritualistically.
In several interviews, Anneke mentioned the American branch that operated this way: satanic rituals, sacrifices, and rapes of victims in front of other victims’ sacrifices.
Anneke herself had to watch as a friend of hers (just 7 years old) was “butchered” while she was being raped. That brutal act happened in 1972, right during the Bilderberg meeting in Belgium at the end of April.
In interviews, Anneke says she was simply lucky not to die. Her life could have ended at any moment. And, through sheer luck, someone in the network got her out and gave her advice on how to live as normal a life as possible afterward.
Anneke said those tips helped her stay on a nearly normal path; the traumatic memories of those 5+ years of abuse affected her for many years until she healed a large part of it.
(For context, the advice she received was: don’t become an alcoholic—drink at most one glass a week; don’t sleep with anyone for money or gain; don’t buy drugs; marry someone your age, not much older who’s already made their fortune.)
All her abusers (over 200 in those five and a half years) have died, but she only names a few. Her wish is to avoid lawsuits from their powerful families. To continue her work, speak out, and help other victims of those abuses, she says she needs to protect herself.
All the acts she endured over those five and a half years were filmed and later kept as leverage for controlling people.
Another hard-to-hear detail: she didn’t look a year older than her age. She was just a child and always hoped those men would see the child in her and stop. Unfortunately for her and many other children, none did.
The more brutal the acts, the higher those people were later placed in various structures (political, administrative, clerical). Asked if the network still exists, her answer was that she’d never heard of anyone taking steps to stop it.
In a comment under one of her podcasts and interviews, someone wrote that the people behind that network are the same ones behind Jeffrey Epstein’s.
That comment sits among hundreds full of compassion for Anneke’s story and outrage that many people still don’t believe these testimonies… even as more materials and evidence emerge lately, beyond just victims’ accounts.
ONLYFANS: Shocking Challenges and Millions Earned by Teen “Models”
Another form of exaggerating an unhealthy expression of sexuality came from OnlyFans. Last year, challenges launched by two British “models” emerged: having sex with 100 or even 1,000 men in a single day.
This would more accurately be called timed penetration by an unnatural number of people in an extremely short time.
These acts pose a series of physical, reproductive, and psycho-emotional health problems.
In the view of many specialists—not just coaches but therapists—this form of “sexual expression” has no connection to anything healthy or fulfilling. Plus the associated health risks.
The exaggerations were set to continue in staged scenarios by one of the two British “models”: locked in a cage, where men could do whatever they wanted to her. The risks of physical and psychological abuse, plus the impact on viewers of the recordings, were so extreme that the platform shut down the British “model’s” account.
Most online reactions were critical of those challenges, which were harmful and abusive. I even reacted to those moments on my YouTube channel.
Beyond these extremes, an interview surfaced with one of the women from OnlyFans’ early marketing team. By the time of the interview, she had already left the team, stating not only that she wasn’t aligned with the idea, but that the increasingly younger age of the girls (under the age of majority) was a major issue for her. This woman was 26 herself when she gave the interview.
Yet OnlyFans is still presented as women’s sexual empowerment. Many therapists, counselors, and sexuality coaches see the platform as a major factor in degrading the quality of intimate relationships.
COACHING: Ten Years of Sexuality Coaching
In 2026, it will be ten years since I started coaching in sexual development.
From the beginning, I knew this path would be more difficult than environmental protection (where I was an activist ecologist for 17 years).
Because sexuality was taboo, and we lacked a culture of education or development in this area.
Today, the taboo perspective no longer holds; on the contrary, sexuality has become highly commodified.
But the lack of a culture of sexual education and development remains valid.
Culturally, we have irony, predominantly aggressive communication, lies, gossip, and associations of education with perversion or minority agendas. In my observation from ten years of coaching, these things are not accidental.
The public demonization of sexuality allows certain people in “select” groups to use it as a tool for gaining and maintaining socio-political power. The US and Belgium cases above illustrate this observation perfectly.
Testimonies from those who endured organized, atrocious abuses—though very hard to bear—offer society clear proof of the need for sexual education and personal empowerment.
This helps us collectively understand that the sexual taboo is engineered to trap most people in shame (Anneke herself says the shame induced in abused children was how they kept them silent, preventing them from telling anyone) while giving absolute free rein to “select” individuals for the most unimaginable cruelties.
Someday, we’ll stop laughing at the topic of sexual development.
Someday, we’ll realize sexuality has been one of humanity’s most perverted aspects.
And we’ll realize that it has been used as a form of blackmail, control, manipulation, and preserving a dehumanizing power system.
My role as an intimacy coach (working with breath) is also to offer reflections on these collective patterns and invite personal inner reflection:
Where does each person want to go with their own intimate life?
Is each person in a place of personal power (or even erotic sovereignty) or still under the influence of social constructs built over many years?
PERSPECTIVE: Where to with Sexual Development?
Yes, in 2026, I will keep my focus on pelvic floor health in my hands-on work with women in my community.
At the same time, at the discourse level, I bring reflections on social constructs around sexuality and the lack of sexual education. The more I study recent collective movements and the exposure of heavy underbellies, the more I realize the lack of sexual education is intentional.
If real sexual education existed, it would bring awakening to many adults and greater protection for children and teens.
Today, we can no longer treat sexuality superficially, jokingly, or pretend it doesn’t need education and personal empowerment.
If you’d like to use my resources, note that in my Patreon community, I have a series of audio practices with breathing exercises and simple pelvic floor exercises, along with other practices to help with relaxation, calming, detensioning, and motivation, as well as coaching info on intimacy (useful questions before starting an intimate relationship, gift ideas for intimate life occasions, suggestions for spending intimate holidays).
Access is via a monthly subscription at $12 + taxes. There’s also a free follow option, but it has far fewer materials available.
All these resources complement medical care or psychological counseling. I recommend using them with discernment.
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